I just found out my Grandmother has cancer. To many people, this would be crushing news. But to me, it's nothing. And that's worse. I feel terrible inside, yet I can't seem to get my feelings out, to actually be sad. I want to cry, to scream and pray, whatever I'm supposed to do. I told my friends, but they don't seem interested. All they do is appologise. If I wanted an appology, I'd put a knife to your throat for stepping on my shoe. I want to talk to someone, but I don't want to come out and ask. I hope this feeling passes as quickly as it ussually does. I hate it.